Day 4 – “Changes” for Diabetes Blog Week

“Today let’s talk about changes, in one of two ways.  Either tell us what you’d most like to see change about diabetes, in any way.  This can be management tools, devices, medications, people’s perceptions, your own feelings – anything at all that you feel could use changing.  OR reflect back on some changes you or your loved one has seen or been through since being diagnosed with diabetes.  Were they expected or did they surprise you?”

As I’ve been reflecting on this topic, for Day 4 of Diabetes Blog Week,  I’m finding myself angry, which is rare for me, but perhaps not unusual when I spend more time thinking about diabetes and emotions.  I’m angry because I started to come up with a list like many others have, for changes I’d like to see related to diabetes. Things like:

  • an artificial pancreas/closed loop system, so I could wear multiple devices and not have to check blood sugars all day and be constantly monitoring, adjusting, thinking  about my blood sugars.
  • better access to all devices and tools for ALL people with diabetes, all around the world.
  • better understanding of what it’s like to live with diabetes, greater compassion from those who don’t have it.

And that’s when I started to feel angry. Why am I (and many others) asking for so little?! We’ve been told for decades that a cure is only about 5 years away. We’ve been hearing that so long that’s now a joke in the diabetes community, which is disheartening. I think with the excitement that’s come from the #wearenotwaiting community, those who are taking the technology into their own hands and speeding up the closed-loop system’s progress, many of us have given up on, or set aside, the promise for a cure.

I don’t want to change the way I live with diabetes by wearing multiple devices attached to my body, with tubes, batteries, alarms, the need to add insulin and other hormones. I will, and will be grateful for the opportunity to have excellent control with little or no effort! Sign me up as soon as this is safe, affordable and available!

artificial pancreas, bionic pancreas, wearenotwaiting, CGM, insulin pump,

recent version of the artificial pancreas

But what I really want to see, the change I’d really like, is for my body to no longer have diabetes – to have perfect blood sugars, be able to eat what and when I want, and mostly, to not have to think or worry about if I’m low or high and take the time and energy away from other things I’d really like to be doing. I’m angry that I rarely dare to hope for this now, that I can’t quite envision this as a reality, and that I don’t hear many others speaking of this either. Perhaps with the excitement of these new technologies so close and so tangible, it makes sense that we’re focusing on that, but I don’t want to start to think that is the best change we can foresee when it comes to diabetes.

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5 thoughts on “Day 4 – “Changes” for Diabetes Blog Week

  1. trainingt1d

    We haven’t forgotten, it is always what we want but we also have to improve our lives between now and the cure, agree? It is coming, the advances that have been made it the last 2 years are amazing. Thanks for sharing.

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    1. Lucia Maya Post author

      You are right – I doubt anyone living with diabetes has forgotten the hope and desire for a cure. I just wonder if we might get complacent with the advances made with technology and stop pushing as hard for a cure….Of course we want to improve our health and our lives day to day, no doubt about that!

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      1. trainingt1d

        I can tell you I am not and the community I am in does not. We raise massive amounts of money each year towards research for a cure and we will be making just as big an effort this year.

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